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a bunch of songs recorded over a span of dark times. this is my winter. these are the thoughts I needed to get out. this album is far from mixed or mastered and is therefor as raw as the emotion that went into it. i hope that comes across as you listen to it. thank you for listening to it. sorry the volume does that thing


also, if you really want the songs and can't/ don't wanna pay anything, just lemme know and i'll email them to you. dreadfullyineffable@gmail.com

credits

released March 12, 2014

all songs written/ performed by C. Murphy
except all drums performed/ programmed by Predicate88
all photos by C. Murphy
except for with Break, photo is Valdaro Lovers

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Track Name: i decay
i'm waiting to care but it's still not happening
i'm wanting to care but it's still happening
i'm trying to care but it's still not happening
i'm wanting to care but it's still not happening
idk
i'm stuck in a hole and i'm chewing off my fingers
idk
i'm wanna destroy the world and i don't know why
idk
idk
idk
why
Track Name: flood
just maybe the rain will save us
tear it down wash everything away
Track Name: chaos emerald
robot bodies/ mind control
i fight to set them free
my world is upside down i'm jumping smashing the tv
my friends don't always get me
my life becomes a blur
i'm running down an endless tunnel
i'm not sure which is worse

you're always slightly out of reach
you drive me supersonic
you are my chaos emerald

why do i ask for what i cant have?
i reach but i can't grab
i'm running mad
idk what would happen if i caught you
we'd probably get out of control
good thing i only ask for what i'll never know

you're always slightly out of reach
you drive me supersonic
you are my chaos emerald
Track Name: i feel like a...
i'm so lost so out of place
this world is dark i don't have any space
stuck inside someone else's maze
i'm not the one for whom this world was made

everyone else seems to know where to go
it's so obvious that i don't
they're all fine walking in a straight line
i can't do it i'm not your kind

i'm a flea in an anthill
Track Name: sweet tooth
I've lost the ground
and I don't think I'm coming down

I've had my hopes up before but this is
Track Name: drained
my heart is bare
Track Name: something
sometimes i don't feel alive no sun grey sky and time stands still

where are you?

i cant see through this mist

my solitude intensifies
Track Name: we're like aliens
we lead the godless lie
we are anything but innocent
Track Name: seam ripper
bite me
eat me
swallow
break me down
Track Name: break
i wanna feel you from behind
close my eyes and get lost inside the forest of your mind
i wanna breathe what you believe
tell me every hope and dream and insecurity
it's been so long since i've been lost inside somewhere that i wanted to be
this lonely maze of blended days has no escape i'm gonna break free
i love the way you bite my hand unplanned
we will not survive the impact when we land
so press your body close to mine
entwined
tangled limbs and parallel suspended spines
it's been so long since i've been lost inside somewhere that i wanted to be
this lonely maze of blended days has no escape but i will break free
i'm gonna break free
i'm gonna break